just because i am awesome doesnt meen you have to get jealous...;D

mwaha

well...to put it frank...my dog has died to internal bleeding and heart problems -holds dog doll-

her heart was too big and couldnt pump fluids they way her body needed... and....she could hardly breath.
it hurt so see her suffer so much...she couldnt lei down on her rug the way she used to without feeling pain. she couldnt eat becuase her stomach was full of fluids...
i could hardly look at her without breaking down... every night i cried for her health. prayed to god just to see her happy again.

but didnt get the chance. she didnt get the chance...so the vet put her down
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but her life was well lived. she had so many happy moments -smile- like...like....all the times we restled eachother and i would win by pinning her to the floor and laughing out loud...
now i wish i wouldve...l-let her win...i wish i wouldve let her truimph over me...
but i didnt let her...
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i remember all of those times i forgot to feed her...forgot to water her and...and...forgot to love her...

im sorry everyone for bringing all of this greif upon you....if you are feeling any greif at all...
i thank you all for trying your best to pray for her health...but i guess it just wasnt enough...


i miss you chloe...

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